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I get respite from this every so often in my dreams. Sometimes I'll have a glorious dream where I have control of my form and I just make it correct. Then I go swimming or something
The worst part of those dreams is waking up.
Feeling the sensations from the whole body all at once as I get re-acquainted to being awake. Feeling the inputs I hate and I like. Looking down and feeling inadequate. Waking up and just feeling _wrong_ is so hard.