I can work with all of that for the most part
tho I feel I must add that 4 is conditional on what "let you down" means
and 3 is disturbingly close to a country song lyric so I kind of automatically feel dirty for even liking it -_-
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anyway I'm sorry I'll be quiet <3 I'm glad you're taking stock of the year, a lot of times people don't seem to do it thoughtfully