I looked behind me and saw that my heart rate had finally hit a normal rate (it was n>140 for an hour or two) and I noticed that I didn't have the IV in my mindform's arm. I then floated towards the portal and just started swimming freely. My dream was more of the free swimming in a warm, peaceful, safe and depopulated area.
All what you described is known as dissociation. It occurs in time of great stress: Car crashes, near death run ins, danger.
You had what by all means is rather common in those situations.
Hope you're doing alright today.
@SeddyOchs I feel incredibly calm and happy.
Dissociation did what was supposed to do. I'm glad <3
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