alc and autism
so when i code i get thoughts that come off as cold and harsh for some reason if I were to just say them raw (probably autism)
and normally i know this so I put my words through a masking pass to clean them up to be suitable to actually say to people
apparently when im tipsy i forget to do this unless im consciously thinking about, and i can end up being really shitty
Constantly having to remind myself that I'm allowed to have more than one mood and no feeling different from normal doesn't mean someone else is front and I didn't realize it
"Wow I'm feeling really happy and fuzzy inside, but I never feel this good, hmm I bet someone else is front then"
Or you know maybe I'm allowed to feel happy :P
Tho I do genuinely get confused when I remember how I felt in the past and how it's different now.
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