quiet currents in the wind @artemis@mst3k.interlinked.me

So I haven't talked a lot about the details of what I've been doing to deal with my hands being damaged recently. I figured I might collect some of the major things.

# Part 1 - Phones
- in general, I try to use dictation as much as possible when participating in a conversation
- I also try to use voice control for general system control as much as I can reasonably. This is somewhat challenging because the phone I have has drastically reduced responsiveness when I have voice control enabled. The only solution for this is to upgrade my phone, but it's manageable for now
- as a follow back I try to use swipe typing because that seems to hurt my hands less
- I refuse to write more than one or two lines of code from my phone. Any task which puts significant stress on my hands gets deferred to a different device
- I got a pop socket which makes it a lot easier to hold the phone while I'm using it.

https://youtu.be/bnXkOEnkFiM sandman lofi

ever wish someone made electroswing that didnt just sound like slightly different Caravan Palace? and had more fun goodvibes energy?

check out Peggy Suave!

Route 66 - https://youtu.be/76WTMObyTmA

Do I Feel Happy In Life? - https://youtu.be/dAE__nIpw0c

Line - https://youtu.be/xgZN2ecsPEU

Now Looka' Here - https://youtu.be/BNzniUTLMMM

another one i did before i got to the databending

b l u e g i r l

shadows can be deep and liquid or they can be dry and airy. they can follow you around but if you approach them they disappear around you.

i love shadows

Also while I'm on the topic of gender I feel much more comfortable saying that I am a boy sometimes now that I feel like I am fixing up my HRT to be more consistent for me, like I have renewed gender euphoria for all of my genders

Gender words are strange things because I'm always trans even when I'm a boy but "trans boy" as used by the trans majority carries a whole load of assumptions that wouldn't hold.

So I can call myself a trans girl and i can call myself a trans enby but trans boy? Could be off limits, idk

Isn't that weird? It's like how "girl who is a friend" is read differently from "girlfriend"

Linguistics yo

"But Danny phantom is a guy!"

To which I reply that I fail to see the problem

Goth girls I wanted to be as a kid but totally wouldn't admit it
- gwen tdi
- raven teen titans
- that one girl from kimpossible I don't remember the name but you know who I mean
- danny phantom
- fluttershy
- marceline
- buttercup

My favorite part of total drama Island was they didn't have to hide the fact it was scripted so it was way better than all of the actual elimination game shows

Infinity train being a great example

"What if cartoons were actually wholesome"

And now we get to have cartoons which are both surreal and wholesome at the same time

Then around the time of flapjack, adventure time showed up and delivered us into a new era

Oh god and then flapjack happened

Grim adventures, courage the cowardly dog, invader zim, Ed edd n' eddy

that stuff was so surreal I remember being properly unsettled on many occasions

The 2000s was a strange decade for western animation

Basically every character in the grim adventures of Billy and Mandy is a terrible person like actually

What a weird fucking show

Also Billy and Mandy both have Grace heads

The Grace adventures of Billy and Mandy

Instead of Grim there is Grace for some reason

Seriously please help I don't know if I should do anything other than just sit here and hope it gets better but I'm feeling a bit panicky and that isn't helping

I mean maybe it's gas? Idk

Seriously send advice idk what do I should probably contact my doctor but by the time we talk it'll probably have passed? Harder to figure out like that. And like I don't feel like my life is directly threatened rn but it's not comfortable

Ugh tightness at the base of my throat for no discernible reason not the first time it's happened either though is been a couple months I think since I last noticed this

grrrrr straight cis men